"No more promises. I have made them before and broken them."

So the weekend with Emilie was excellent. I was surprised as to how well it went actually. I miss her. I was completely bumming when I watched her walk through security in the airport. Sometimes Karma can really kick you in the balls. How is it that I can meet someone that I am interested in developing a relationship with that also lives 200 miles away. Shit isn't right. Anyway...I would tell you stories of how the weekend went but the majority of you met her. Actually, I think EVERYBODY met her. So spilling out the same stories would be pointless.

Glosis has returned as I mentioned awhile ago. Yet I don't think he is the same guy. I think that he grew up a little in his absence. Something to think about.

Last night was the first time that I turned to booze to take my mind off of something. It worked for the few hours that I was drinking, but when I was in my car, alone, driving home the shit came rolling right back. Intensified from alcohol. So needless to say, I will probably never do that again.

My EMT class starts 9/12/05. I cannot wait. One step closer to telling Thermo King to suck my ass. That and to actually starting my life.

Moving to Wisconsin is not going to happen any time soon, so all comments concerning that can stop. Besides, I've been to Green Bay. Everybody here that bitches about Belleville, go visit Wisconsin. (Sorry Em, I know you read this.)

I miss Nikki Ocean. I got to see her for a brief second on Friday, but it really struck me when I was checking out Dunn's purevolume page, which led me to his MySpace page, which led me to her's. Nicole, if you read this....I miss you and love you to death. You stinking BITCH! XOXO

Anyway....I am currently breaking one of Gordon's posting rules. No posting while intoxicated. Although I am not drunk, I am drinking. I also am feeling like I am rambling which is never a good thing.....See you fuckers later!